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with us

15 october With us. I was driving to the airport this morning and listening to follow him. The episode I'm listening to is from Jeremiah. They were talking about how Jeremiah felt in adequate for his calling. I am feeling inadequate.  When Jeremiah felt this way good said "I am with you" One of the hosts said that  the sacrament prayer ends with he is with us, with an empasis on with us. As those words where said I saw a bill board  with the words with us highlighted in neon green. I felt like this was a wow moment. Then the next bill also had the words with us. I feel this is a sign from heavenly father is with me and will carry me and inspiree in my calling as rs president.  Sign that god knows me and has a calling for me.

Prayer Journal

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 A few months ago I bought a prayer journal .   I have enjoyed using this journal over the past months. I love the coloring in  pages, the quotes and the scriptures . I am a little frustrated by the amount of space to write. I would like more space. So I have been inserting blank paper . Today I got the idea of printing a template . I worked on it for a while tonight, and I am pleased with the outcome. Here is a link to the page:  My prayer Journal page

Signs- The Loerie

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I found a 50c piece on the ground at 50 at Wits yesterday. I noticed for the first time that there is a loerie on the coin. I thought this could be a sign for me. I then saw a grey loerie in a tree outside the flower hall at Wits. What is the meaning for me? I wondered if it is related to Laura's passing . Laura and Loerie sound similar. It also reminds me of Kynsa and reading "kringe in a bos" by Dalene Mathe at schPID automatic control via SCR power control. I loved that book. The lourie was a major character and theme in the book. Laura and I were in school together and read the book at the same time. I wonder how Carey-ann and Roxenanne are doing. I saw Taryn. I should also visit Carey-anne. 50 —does this also have a meaning since I am in my 50s as was Laura? I have 4 years left in my 50s. What do I want to achieve in that time? How long will I still live? Laura's life was cut so short. Life changes so quickly. Wendy moved to Cape Town, Laura passing and Jo...

today

What should be my focus today. There is so much to do. I feel overwhelmed.  Work Sibu Cory Visit D Phone m Phone l Phone j How do I overcome feelings of being overwhelmed. Get up, go and do. Think of the best order. Delegate what you can. Find the most important thing and do that first. Eat before you leave.

words

Words put together to make a beautiful sound. Words that build pictures in my mind and castles in the air. Magnificent words that describe the majesty of the word I live in. Words that seem inadequate to describe the feelings of my heart. Words that build. Words that break. Words that give. Words that take. Powerful words. Then there is The word. A word can cause an action. Words need to be uses with caution. The word of god...the scriptures that guide my life and teach me eternal life. Key words, password  Names...New names... identity  Who am I  My Labels... Mother, wife daughter woman grandmother  Divine feminine  Accepting who you are. Why are so many people confused about who they are. Some are delusional.

mountains

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You can live in the shadow of a mountain and never climb it or appreciate it.

Christmas in July

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It's the 4th year in a row that we have been to Christmas in July. Des has booked for next year already. He loves the Scottish themed weekend complete with a Scottish band of drummers and bagpipes. Gifts, Santa and Christmas roast are part of the fun. The cold weather adds to the Christmas festivities. A drive to clarens through golden gate are part of the tradition. How long will we still do this, will we be back next year. Who will be with us. What will happen between now and next year. Political problems in the world and at home might effect what we do. Who will die before then. How will the economy effect what we do in the next year. There are so many uncertainties but what I do know is I will trust in my father in heavens plan and timing. If we travel this way again next year in uncertain but what's certain is life continues and moves me along like the flow of a river  It is no use trying to go against the flow, but I need to trust where...